Ms.Messy

Facebook 的照片你説不需要刪除 因爲那是我們的回憶    最後我還是刪除了 我需要把你從心裏放到另一個位置 若真還是朋友  就讓我們一起寫新的故事 最期待的Friday 變成了煎熬 可是還是努力的笑著度過 曾經熟悉的朋友 忽然有點遠 曾經熟悉的outing 好像也難去了 你的Family Chatroom 不知是不是因爲我在 所以你都不怎麽回應 我尷尬的呆在你的世界 你因爲我回避你的世界 所以我退出了 你的世界歸你 分手時你説  那麽多年了 我已經是part of your family 我們還是朋友 也因爲還是朋友 所以知道此刻不打擾 對你和我最好 今天我把你的世界還給你 你好好地在你熟悉的世界裏療傷 而我會在新的世界裏適應著

我們最後一次的旅行。 去了我想去的地方。 有我喜歡的烟囪， 有這六年周年紀念你都會買的百合。 爲了讓我開心， 你從來沒對我坦白你的感受。 你總是說， 你不知怎麽説。  而我總是用我的推測填補你的沉默。  其實你累了， 你不説。 我不願承認。  分手后， 你的生活還是一樣。。 朋友群， 生活都沒變 只是當中沒有我了， 我的位置被取代了 你周末還是一樣， 或者更自由快樂了 而我呢。。 我的生活全亂了。 。  更讓我難過的事， 我沒辦恨你 因爲在分手的最後一刻， 你還是溫柔的。  而這首歌， 完全説出了我的心情。。  You're Not the One.. Chester See I've never been so sure of anything When you're next to me, i finally feel complete I know for sure, you're all I'll ever need And I'll never stop Loving you more with each breath that you take This promise I never will break for you * But you're not the one 'cause you don't wanna be I might have chosen you But you chose differently You might make me feel whole I don't make you complete I will grow old with you  But you've grown tired of me You're not the one 'Cause you don' t wanna b e * So I'll let you go as hard as it is ...

Forgive me I may have said things That aren't exactly The way that I feel I told you I'd be strong I said that I moved on But it doesn't take long To realize That I'm not over you But If there is somebody that makes you feel happy Tends to your heart in the ways I'd been lacking Then who am I, who am I to stand in your way To stand in your way To stand in your way I won't stand in your way I know it sounds crazy But i need you to trust me If it's how it must be Then I'll fade away When it finally feels true Then do what you have to Cause I'd never blame you For not choosing me But I'm not over you But if there is somebody that makes you feel happy Tends to your heart in the ways I've been lacking Then who am I, who am I to stand in  your way That I feel is no longer your burden If there is someone that can make you feel perfect  Then who am I who am I to stand in your way ...

I can feel.. part of me is dying.. 每個關心都是如此讓人沉重 沉重到喘不過氣 我好像忽然明白你爲什麽會想走了 因爲你 也喘不過氣了 連呼吸都不能自由的時候 愛 還重要嗎。。

Cinta Pura Pura  (Vodka, Peach Liquor, Violet Liquor, Cava, Cotton Candy)  @ Suzie Wong 今天Yan & Janet 很有默契的，各自送了我一首歌--   Lady Gaga- Million Reasons   和 Adele- Water Under The Bridge 兩首歌的歌詞 加起來成了我的心事。 " Head stuck in a cycle, I look off and I stare.. It‘s like that I've stopped breathing but completely aware.. You're giving me a million reasons to let you go You're giving me a million reasons to quit the show   If I'm not the one for you Why have we been through what we have been through? Have I ever asked for much? The only thing that I want is your love.. If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently Don't pretend that you don't want me Our love ain't water under the bridge.. 第一首歌感覺像你的心情。。 另一首歌是我的心情。。。 也許在你腦海裏閃過很多要分開的理由, 你可曾為我們想過一個繼續的理由？ We might have hundred million reasons to walk away, can love be the one good reason for us to stay... ?

幸福曾經離我那麽近 如今卻那麽遠。。 原來最傷人的話， 四個字就能組成了。。 “I LOVE YOU.. BUT..." 耳機傳來曾經你說好聽的這首歌。。 " When I close my eyes I think of you  And the times we've had been through  Even though we are far apart right now  I remember back when you were here with me  How you've make my world complete   B ut now i'm left alone  We talked about love and hope  Wishing we could start a life our own  I wish that i could live without you  Why did you tear my heart apart  Y ou said you love me from the start  All those painful things you've put me through  But i'm still loving you ...... " 爲什麽要在我們的愛還在的時候放棄呢。。